New Environment

Finally I had made my decision to come to UNITEN in Muadzam Shah..Came here on the 26th of June by car..3 hours journey from KL to Muadzam Shah but took another hour to search for the campus..Thanks to the "great" signboards..I was shocked when I reached here..Everywhere surrounding is jungle..My god..Can become Tarzan soon..The town is so damn small..But it's quite far to walk from aparment to the town..so tired..no shopping complex,no tv,no cinema,no fast food anf etc..i hate it..wakaka..I have to suffer for another 5 years..the best place is he 7-Eleven..gosh..the orientation week over since last week..it was fun but we were punished twice because some of them were late so all of us got punishment because they used the motto one for all and all for one..crazy..wakaka..we had to do ketuk ketampi and jalan itik..damn embarrasing..miss the time when we went back at 11.30 pm then we took our bath and then sleep and woke up at 4 a.m..damn tiring but no choice..haih..this week is the first week..My housemates and me were the first to go to the classes..haha..wanted to sit in front badly so we went to the classes one hour earlier..hehe..thanks to me..Met lots n lots of seniors..they are kind and really helpful..we have to help each other because chinese is d minority here..so there's no chinese food here..even we went to bazaar we are like aliens here because is really hard to see any chinese..mostly only chinese students and nobody else..hehe..so thats all for this blog..hopefully I can get my notebook as fast as possible..hehe..k..bye..

No Idea..

I have been in KL for one month..I'm still waitng for my JPA letter..Cannot stand it anymore so I just called them..I get UNITEN but not sure which branch..Hopefully is in Bangi so that I can stay with my sister during weekends..Went for Hong Leong scholarship interview last two weeks..stated in the letter my interview starts at 3.30 pm but I mananged to finish it at 3.35 pm..haha..I reached there at 2 then they asked me to write an essay by choosing the topics they gave..I chose NS though I have no experience but I knew it through my friends..Then the interview started..Just like Star Edu Fund..Just talking bout co-curriculum all the times..Like chatting with friends..>.<..Then a few days after that I went for the Accounting Society interview..Passed..hehe..but still have to compete to become a board member for the society..Not really interested but just continue for fun..Last week was the result for PTPTN loan..Not going to talk about it..A few days after that I just knew that I get Star Edu Fund..haih..Not sure to accept it or not..Still waiting for Hong Leong scholarship and JPA letter..Yesterday my friends told me TWO BAD NEWS..One of it is my chemistry teacher is now resting at home after operation because stomach cancer..I was shocked to hear that..hope she will get well soon since she's retiring next month so it's good for her..tats all..bye..blog next time..see ya

College..

I have started my life as a college student for the past two weeks..I'm staying in hostel..The first day,18th May 2009,was the worst day ever for most of the students..and for me too..This is because I was alone in a new environment and to be independent..I don't even have a friend on the first day and nto even roomate..My roomate is a senior and she had a week break..I was so confused about the college because it is too big and I don't have anybody to ask..Second day was better because I got to know a few friends and kind of happy because I got someone who I knew since form 2 is taking the same course with me..From second day onwards,I can feel the atmosphere being in college with more than 800 students taking the same course wit me..almost the same amount of students in my secondary school..Amazing..Second week was even better because our lectures have started and my roomate is finally back!!She's my senior and she's from Alor Star too..She helped me alot and she even let me use her notebook when she's out although I just know her for 2 days..Then I started talking to all the snoirs and juniors staying in the same block and same floor wit me..Most of them are so kind but some out them are so proud..I even got free book from my roomate and my neighbours are selling me the 2nd hand books with a very reasonable price!!The food in college canteen is very cheap..3 dishes with rice only RM1.90..but nit so nice..haha..The food in hostel is better but more expensive..but all of us are bored with the same food everyday..I'm still waitong for my JPA letter..but I don't think I'm going to accept it because I'm happy with my life now..My friend get New Zealand for medic..future doctor..Congrats to her!!Hopefully another two of my friends get KL so that we can hang out like last time again..that's all..will update again soon..bye..

Sad..

I'm leaving my house in less than 10 hours..I'm going to KL to study..I'm going to miss a lot of things..My Cuppy(smelly dog),DaoDao(my bantal busuk),Bubbles(my jelly),my hp chair,my half-dead fish and many more..I can't believe that it is happening right now..I always wanted to go to KL and study but now I don't feel like going..>.<..Hopefully the JPA letter will reach as fast as possible..I hope I can get the college/university that I want and I can come back to my hometown again for a few weeks..hehe..I'm going to stay in hostel with my roomate who I don't even know yet..Hopefully she's takes the same course with me so that we can go to class together..hehe..So goobye hometown and hello college!!!That's all...bye

Confused..

On the 8th of May that day was the result of JPA scholarship..All of us were nervous..The result supposed to be announced at 3.00 pm but then they changed it to 5.00 pm..So at 5 o’clock everyone started to check it but too bad nobody can go into the website so we gave up..At 11.30 at night,my friend SMSed me and told me that the result has released..She even checked it for me and I got it..She herself got it too..Unfortunately,I get for local only..5 of my friends got overseas..Out of six of us,I’m the only one who get local..Now I am confused whether to study in TARC or to the accept JPA scholarship and study in the private university that they are going to arrange it soon..=(..I still can’t make up my mind..Now the decision is to see which university they going to send me and only decide about it..I will only know which university in another two or three weeks..

Then I went for an interview in TARC Penang for Star Education Fund..I reached there at 9.10 a.m..The interview supposed to start at 10.30 a.m..I was supposed to be no.4(what an unlucky number) but Miss Ng(finally I can see her face!!) called me into the room first..That time it was only me and a boy from SP(He got no.2!!!)..My interview started at 10 and finished at 10.15..So I started my interview by introducing myself..While I was interviewed,there were a few men repairing the door..Gosh..The interviewers are Chinese..A man and a woman..The whole interview is not like an interview at all..Totally different from JPA interview..They asked all the nonsense questions..>.<..And they looked so happy that I was active in my co-curriculum(wait till they see my friends and decide who is more active)..haha..They kept talking about rhythmic gymnastics that I had stopped for 4 years already..They asked me “If we ask u to perform gymrama for any of our activities,will you perform?” I answered “Yes..*smile” but in my mind was thinking “No!!Never..I don’t think I can stretch anymore!!!”..And they also asked me how long I ran for the Penang Marathon..Gosh..They are like friends and friends talking and not interviewing..I told them that I didn’t get. JPA scholarship.Haha..Sorry but is a kind of strategy..Haha .. I’m not sure whether I can get the scholarship or not but that kept telling me “As the scholarship holder,you should be the role model of every students” So I hope I can get but I think I prefer JPA..haha..The trip to Penang is not nice at all because the places we went are temples and Bukit Bendera and can’t shop at Topshop and Forever 21..Haih..Hopefully I can get the university that I want for JPA and I can come back and go to Penang again with my friends..left another 2 days in my hometown..sad..That’s all..Bye

Picnic and Hospital..

Yesterday I went for picnic at Bukit Wang..We went there at 10.15 in the morning..It took us around half an hour to reach there..I went there for the first time..The place is quite clean but the water is not crystal clear..We ate the food that we brought from home..It was nice because the weather was not too hot or too cold..Just nice for an outing..Too bad they don’t have the real waterfall..Just a fake one..I’m not sure whether there is a real one because I didn’t walk till the end..Unfortunately,it startede raining at 12.30 p.m..Luckily we have packed earlier..All of us ran as fast as possible because it was raining cats and dogs..But it was only for 10 minutes..Wasted our energy..We decided to go back although the rain had stopped because the place was so wet..After I came back,I went to KMC for the first time..No I’m not sick..Just helping my sister to do some survey..The guards kept looking at us so we went home thus the hospital closed..I was so tired..>.<


Today is my first visit to general hospital..Again to do some survey..I waited at the emergency ward..the guards and the patients keep looking at me so I decided to find my sister before they chase me out..Haha..The new hospital is nice and big like a hotel but to go from one place to another place is too far..Imagine if the person goes to the wrong place and she/he is sick,she/he has to run to another place..This make the person even more sick….>.<..While waiting for my sister surveying,I went to the mini mart to buy candies..Haha..I’m mad..Then,when I was on the way walking to the car,everyone was looking at us..I think they were thinking,why this two person can eat and drink and don’t look sick at all doing in this hospital; and bringing notes..Haha..Don’t blame me..I’m just helping her..So that’s all for today..Need to do survey again at PMC tomorrow..Bye

Karp-Q

Depression..

Everyone goes through periods of sadness,for example following the death of loved ones,broken relationships,financial mishaps or even after receiving bad news.But not everyone who is sad suffers from depression.Clinically,a person is diagnosed as depressed when a significant number or all the symptoms below occur over a two week period, or more.

>Poor appetite **Only when I don't like the food >.<
>Inability to enjoy activities that one would previously enjoy doing(anhedonia) **No way!
>Persistent depressed mood,unhappiness and irritability **no idea
>Loss of interest in recreational activity and friends **Never..huhu
>Loss of energy and concentration **when I'm tired and sleepy
>Deterioration in school or work performance **No also
>Drastic weight change **yes gain weight after SPM..LOL
>Disturbed sleep(usually early morning awakening,followed by an inability to go back to sleep)**Definately not me..I usually sleep back..hehe
>Thoughts of worthlessness **Haha..
>Somatic complaints e.g headache,abdominal pain **headache yes..Always because of exam..
>Erratic mood and behaviour **not me
>Tempting death(By doing risky activities such as standing on edge of window,driving through red lights **no way..life is good..we must enjoy it!!
>Talking about suicide **more to gossiping..>.<

**my opinion

So this show that I'm not suffrering from depression..Hehe..Life is good..So are you suffering from depression??Ypu know yourself..Be positive all the time..That's all..Bye

p/s:Copied from Star Two..thanks to R.AGE

By,
Karp-Q