Confused..

On the 8th of May that day was the result of JPA scholarship..All of us were nervous..The result supposed to be announced at 3.00 pm but then they changed it to 5.00 pm..So at 5 o’clock everyone started to check it but too bad nobody can go into the website so we gave up..At 11.30 at night,my friend SMSed me and told me that the result has released..She even checked it for me and I got it..She herself got it too..Unfortunately,I get for local only..5 of my friends got overseas..Out of six of us,I’m the only one who get local..Now I am confused whether to study in TARC or to the accept JPA scholarship and study in the private university that they are going to arrange it soon..=(..I still can’t make up my mind..Now the decision is to see which university they going to send me and only decide about it..I will only know which university in another two or three weeks..

Then I went for an interview in TARC Penang for Star Education Fund..I reached there at 9.10 a.m..The interview supposed to start at 10.30 a.m..I was supposed to be no.4(what an unlucky number) but Miss Ng(finally I can see her face!!) called me into the room first..That time it was only me and a boy from SP(He got no.2!!!)..My interview started at 10 and finished at 10.15..So I started my interview by introducing myself..While I was interviewed,there were a few men repairing the door..Gosh..The interviewers are Chinese..A man and a woman..The whole interview is not like an interview at all..Totally different from JPA interview..They asked all the nonsense questions..>.<..And they looked so happy that I was active in my co-curriculum(wait till they see my friends and decide who is more active)..haha..They kept talking about rhythmic gymnastics that I had stopped for 4 years already..They asked me “If we ask u to perform gymrama for any of our activities,will you perform?” I answered “Yes..*smile” but in my mind was thinking “No!!Never..I don’t think I can stretch anymore!!!”..And they also asked me how long I ran for the Penang Marathon..Gosh..They are like friends and friends talking and not interviewing..I told them that I didn’t get. JPA scholarship.Haha..Sorry but is a kind of strategy..Haha .. I’m not sure whether I can get the scholarship or not but that kept telling me “As the scholarship holder,you should be the role model of every students” So I hope I can get but I think I prefer JPA..haha..The trip to Penang is not nice at all because the places we went are temples and Bukit Bendera and can’t shop at Topshop and Forever 21..Haih..Hopefully I can get the university that I want for JPA and I can come back and go to Penang again with my friends..left another 2 days in my hometown..sad..That’s all..Bye